気づけば - a peculior dream last night -

7月もあとひと息です。
タイ･ベトナム旅行からもう2ヶ月が過ぎようとしていて、
この間いろんなことがめまぐるしく変化しています。
自分自身での変化もあるけど、何となく後ろからつつかれて動かされるような、
そんな変化でしょうか。

こういう状況を反映しているのか、最近よく夢を見ています。
1ヶ月ぐらい前にみた夢は石原良純さんがいきなり登場し
なんと私と結婚式を挙げていました（彼は既婚者なのに）。
私は「やっぱり良純さんとは結婚できない」と言ってその場が騒然と…

夢日記をつけている友人に話したところ、
結婚は環境の変化を予知し、結婚式で登場した人物は
進むべき世界、環境に関連した人物であると。

実は転職を考えているのですが、
その話を別の友人に話すと
「次の仕事は天気予報士では？」と（笑）

それ以来、良純さんをTVで見るにつけ
ドキドキしたり、気づくと彼のオフィシャルサイトを見てみたり。
案外素敵なのかもと思ってきました。

今まで意識したことも無かった人が
素敵に見える瞬間って何気ないことがきっかけだったりするものですね。

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Here I am back!
July is getting over.
it is so quick after I came back from
the trip to Thailand and Vietnam in May and June.

So many things has been changed inside and outside myself.
It seems like many elements beyond myeself lead for this changing.

I often see dreams these days, which seems to show my current
mentality.

Saw this funny one;
Mr. Yoshizumi Ishihara (famous Japanese weather caster and actor on TV)
came into my dream, suddenly.
never ever thought he was my spec and not someone I fancy.
He and I were in the middle of "our wedding".
cannot believe that.
My family and friends were there to celebrate us, but...
I was crying and saying, " I do not want to marry him"...

I talked this peculiar dream with my fortune-telling friend.
She said that wedding itself predicts a change of environment or myself.
this shows my inside very much.
Oh, god...

what is more, people in the dream, especially Mr. Ishihara
means and predicts that a new environment might be
connected with this man's field.
Oh, I have been thinking of changing job for 1 year and now
it is time to leave my current company.
therefore, it means that my next field would be something to do with
weather forcasting or TV?????
it is something I have never thought of it.

and I do not accept for this change...
it is true, but it is time to do so and go for the next step.

So, hope to get through now.